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A few days ago I was talking with my friend about those Japanese actors. The young ones and also the old ones. Somehow, we both like the old ones better. Why?? Because they look more manly than the young ones. The young nowadays, always look rather sweet or cute than gentle. And since we’re already in our twentieth, looking at those boys is just like looking at little boys. Or, if you had seen dorama "Kimi Wa Petto", it will describe how we feel better ^_^

And then I was thinking about categorizing them. Handsome, sweet and cute.
(Just remember, this is only my opinion, MY OPINION. So, if you’re not agree with me, don’t be mad okay??)

Abe Hiroshi (June 22nd, 1964)
Played in : Kekkon Dekinai Otoko, Trick, Dragon Zakura, Yasha, Antique, etc
My most favourite actor. He’s in his 43 now, and now he’s planning to get married (congratulation Abe-chaaaannn!!! What a lucky  girl). For me, he’s the most handsome actor. Also cute and sweet, and everything good in this world… XD
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Fukuyama Masaharu (February 6th, 1969)
Played in : Galileo, Tengoku No Daisuke e, Water Boys, Slow Dance, etc
He’s an actor and also a singer. He’s 38. I first saw him in Music Station, singing "Milk Tea". Nice song, nice voice, I love his voice and he’s also handsome… XD
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Ito Hideaki (August 3rd, 1975)

Played in : Yasha, First Kiss, Bengoshi No Kuzu, Umizaru, etc
First noted him in Yasha, played together with my beloved Abe Hiroshi. He played a serious char there, and I just loved him. He’s so handsome and also sweet… XD
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Oda Yuji (December 13th, 1967)
Played in : Jodan Ja Nai, Tokyo Love Story, Mayonaka No Ame, etc
Just like Fukuyama Masaharu, Oda Yuji is also a singer. To be honest, I only watch "Tokyo Love Story" and it was about more than ten years ago, so I already forgot this handsome man’s acting talent. No comment for that. But I like his songs XD
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Fujiki Naohito (July 19th, 1972)
Played in : Hotaru No Hikari, Proposal Daisakusen, Ichi Rittoru No Namida, etc
As far as I can remember, I noted him in Antique (again, I watch it because Abe also played in that series). And hell, he’s sooo sweet, especially when he’s smiling… XD
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Sawamura Ikki (July 10th, 1968)

Played in : Gokusen, Dekichatta Kekkon, Maison Ikkoku, Teru Teru Ashita, etc

His movie that I saw first was Gokusen. Though he just played a little part in it, but he caught my eyes, cos he has a really sweet smile with his cute dimples… XD

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Takashi Sorimachi (December 19th, 1973)

Played in : Great Teacher Onizuka, Hotman, 14sai No Haha, Beach Boys, etc

He was famous as Onizuka in GTO. The image of wild and careless Onizuka really suits him. How I want to have such a handsome man as my teacher … XD

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Hell I’m tired writing…. X(
Now, let’s get started with the youngs ^_^
Since I’m already tired, so I won’t comment on them again
If you’re willing to know more, just click on the pic…

Matsumoto Jun (August 30th, 1983)
==> Kimi Wa Petto, Gokusen, Bambino, Hana Yori Dango, etc

    

      

 

Koike Teppei (January 5th,1986)

==> Gokusen 2, Lovely Complex, Dragon Zakura, Iryu, Water Boys 2, etc

Oguri Shun (December 26th, 1982)

==> Gokusen, Hana Yori Dango, Ghost Train, Detective Conan Live Action, Hanazakari no Kimitachi e, etc

Tomoya Nagase (November 7th, 1978)
==> My Boss My Hero, Tiger & Dragon, Ikebukuro West Gate Park, etc

         

 

Yamashita Tomohisa (April 9th, 1985)
==> Dragon Zakura, Nobuta Wo Produce, Proposal Daisakusen, Byakkotai, Kurosagi, etc

Hiroki Narimiya (September 14th, 1982)
==> Gokusen, Nana, Akihabara@Deep, Hachimitsu To Clover, Sushi Oji!, Orange Days, etc

Akanishi Jin (July 4th, 1984)

 

==> Gokusen 2, Anego, Yukan Club, Best Friend, etc

Tatsuya Fujiwara (May 15th, 1982)
==> Death Note, Battle Royale, Sengoku Jietai, Shinsengumi,  Moonlight Jellyfish, etc

Kenichi Matsuyama (March 5th, 1985)

==> Death Note, Ichi Rittoru No Namida, Sexy Voice And Robo, Tsubasa No Oreta Tenshitachi, etc

Kanata Hongo (November 15th, 1990)
==> Prince Of tennis, Tantei Gakuen Q, Nana 2, Seito Shokun, etc

Yamada Ryosuke (May 9th, 1993)
==> Tantei Gakuen Q, 1 Pound No Fukuin

Kamiki Ryunosuke ( May 19th, 1993)
==> Tantei Gakuen Q, Tokyo Tower, Dondo Bare, Ooku, Kamen Rider Agito, etc

Arrghh.. There are still many of them, but time’s running out and I gotta go… X(

Well, I think that’s all…
I’m too tired anyway…
And I dunno what to write anymore XD

image and info credit to google , J-Dorama , wikipedia , wiki-theppn and wiki d-addicts

I never thought that making a sub is an easy thing. Yes, IT IS easy, but it’s not simple anyway. Why is that so?? Because, you just have to write down all the dialogues and also note the timing. The timing is the difficult one. That’s why I say it’s easy but not simple.

First, I try to modified Death Note Live Action 2 : The Last Name’s sub. Just for fun. And somehow I got interested in subbing. So I tried to sub another movie. My first ‘real’ project was modifying Hanadan 2 subs. The scene with English dialogues was not subbed, so I tried to add the sub.

Hell, it’s pretty tired *LOL* cos I’m doin’ it all alone. Listening to the dialogues, noting the time, making the sub, then re-check it, to make sure the timing is right. But when it’s done, it felt soooo great!! Haha I know it’s nothing, but, the feeling of doing something new - and succeeded - is so great. A self-satisfaction. ^_^

After that, I asked my friend to do some subs project together. Well, just for fun. I asked her to subbed Heroes series. Why Heroes? Because (I think) it’s the most popular series right now, and it’s in english!! So we don’t have to bother translating it from Japanese to English. It’s only for fun anyway, why making it difficult? *LOL*

Well, I don’t know how long it will take us to finish the sub for only 1 episode (we’re still amateur, remember?), or maybe we can’t even finish it (in case we’re bored in the middle of the project) but, I feel so anxious of doing it right now.

And also, I have another subs project for myself. The Hanadan 2 that I converted to AVI has no subs in it, so I search the subs from net. Unfortunately, the movie I converted was merged, meaning all episodes, yes ALL episodes, was merged into one big file, so the sub files can’t be used for it. I have to merge the subs too, changing the timing and add some english dialogues as I said earlier.

Yosh.. It might be hard, but I won’t give up easily. I’ll try my best. I’m full of spirit right now ^_^
Ganbarimashou!!!!

Setelah bertaun2 gue ngidam punya motor, akhirnya gue dibeliin motor pas taun 2003 sebagai birthday present ke-18 gue. Gue inget banged waktu pulang ngampus, di deket kamar gue ada sumthing yg ditutupin pake selimut gue, pas gue buka ternyata motor dan ada tulisan "SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN" ahahahahha betapa senangnya dirikuh akhirnya punya motor (walopun saat itu masih blom jago2 banged naik motornya)

Salah satu impian terbesar gue setelah punya motor adalah pingin ngampus pake motor. Tapi dulu gue blom punya SIM. lagipula gue cuma tahu jalan ke depok kalo lewat tol (karena bis gue lewat tol). Tapi setelah gue punya SIM (gue bikin SIM tanggal 23 agustus 2007 hari kamis =P ) gue pingin ngampus pake motor, tapi lagi2 gue masih blom apal jalan ke depok.

Akhirnya pada hari Rabu (29 Agustus 2007) gue nekad ngampus pake motor barengan sama grandpa buat nunjukin jalan ke gue. Walopun dengan memaksa ortu yg tadinya ngga ngasih ijin, biar ngasih ijin gue ngampus pake motor. Jadilah gue ngampus pake motor untuk yang pertama kalinya… yeeeeyyyy  YATTA!!

Kalo orang bilang pengalaman pertama tak terlupakan, pengalaman pertama gue ngampus naik motor emank bener2 tak terlupakan… ^_^  gimana mo lupa, baru jalan bentar hampir aje ktabrak metromini… ^_^! Kejadiannya di jalanan skitar depan golf situh, setelah lewat ikip. Lagi enak2 jalan (depan gue kosong kecuali si Grandpa) tiba2 metromini yg arahnya berlawanan dari gue motong jalan lewat jalur gue, maksudnya sih mo nyalip kendaraan depannya, tapi ga liat2 gitu, ud gitu ngebut lagi!! (bego tuh supir, TAMPAR ampe penyok nih!!) gue kaget stengah mampus tiba2 ada kendaraan segede gaban depan gue, karena panik, langsung aj gue banting stir ke kiri, dan…. lewat dengan mulusnya, tapi…. BRAAKKKK motor gue nyerempet pinggiran trotoar sampe odek2 motor gue wakakakakakka untung gue ga jatoh. Tapi tangan n kaki gue lumayan sakit, kurang ajar emank tuh metromini. Tapi sssttt, jangan bilang2 ortu gue yhaa ehehehehe… =P

Di total2, hari itu gue 2x nyenggol spion mobil (maap om, tante, saya ngga ada maksud jahat, emank dasarnya masih kurang sadar diri kl badannya gede nih ^_^ ) ahahahahahaha *sembah sujud*

Setelah itu, gue langsung keenakan ngampus pake motor nih… ^_^ Dari kmaren gue ngampus pake motor terus ehehehehe. Ada yg mo gue anterin???    ^_^

Btw, hari ini kayanya bakal jadi rekor gue deh… Gue sampe kampus jam 7.23 AM
YEAAAAAAAAA…. EBAAAAAAAADDDDD!!! BANZAI!!!!!

~Thanks to Grandpa Gunung for showing me the way ~

Setelah liburan selama kira2 3 bulan, akhirnya masuk kuliah juga… Antara pingin dan ngga pingin.. ^_^  Abisnya kl liburan tuh bosen banged di rumah ngga ada kerjaan, tapi kl ud masuk kuliah juga cape banged. (emank dasarnya pemalas ehehehe)

Dan yang bikin rese adalah…. jadwal kuliah yg ancur2an banged!!! SEBEEEEEEEELLL!!!
Masa cuma ngambil 3 mata kuliah tapi jadwal ngampusnya tiap hari dari senen sampe jumat grrrrrrrrrrr… Jadi sehari cuma satu mata kuliah.. Arrgghhh bete banged.. Jauh2 ngampus cm buat 1 kuliah, ngabisin ongkos banged!

Untungnya (dan akhirnya ^_^) gue ud bikin sim, jadi ngampus bisa pake motor ehehehehhe. Lebih irit booo. Sekarang lom make motor sih, karena motornya mau diservis dulu. But, as soon as possible, I wanna go to campus with my first and only and also beloved TAE!! Eitsss, jangan salah, itu nama motor gue lhoo, soalnya platnya tuh B 6107  TAE ehehehehe… Makanya dia jadi dijulukin TAE ^_^!

Rada kocak jg waktu pas bikin SIM, bener2 kliatan banged jeleknya moral orang2 di Indonesia. Minta duid melolo, yg pada ud punya SIM pasti taulah kira2 kronologisnya. But, mo gimana lagi??  This is Indonesia… Ga banyak yg bisa dibanggain.

Back to study, seharusnya selama liburan gue baca buku REAL ANALYSIS 3rd Edition by HL. Royden, dan pas masuk langsung menghadap sang master untuk petuah2 selanjutnya. Tapi apa daya, liburan tinggal liburan, niat hanyalah niat, sampe hari ini gue baru baca bab pendahuluan doank huahahhaahha *males mode ON* jadi gue blom brani ngadep master nih.. Uhuhuhu.. Mungkin ngga ya tuh buku dewa bisa gue baca dalam waktu sehari?? Soalnya rabu mo ketemu master. Aarrgghhh cape dheee…

Trus, gue mo beli HD biar bisa dibawa2 ngampus, jadi kl donlod2 langsung masuk ke HD so ga repod bawa pulangnya ehehehehe. Niad jahad ud tercium… Ihihihii.. Kelompok Pemakan Bandwidth (KPB) kembali beraksi yeaahhh… BANZAI!!!
*lirik kanan-kiri mencari sang penjaga lab supaya bisa beraksi dengan nyaman dan sukses* =D

I love you..I don't care if there's no other meaning to my life than thisOn the edge of the night, I'm thinking of youThese feelings that still have no place to goFloat up in the night sky once again

I know that you have many facesI've seen you from so many anglesand every one of them was amazingNo matter what I do to spend my timeI still remember them and feel the pain

Though there will be days that we cannot live togethernot even a chance to see each otherI bet I'll still love youSo before you became a memoryplease show me your smile once again

Taken along by a silent songWill the voice in my heart ever reach you?No one will ever hear my heartthat's alright, it's better that way

~misuchiru n spitz edited~

It may not be the first time, but this time I really feel like a loser, a big damn one
I’m lost, to everything, in everything, and I lost everything
Why am I so stupid?
I’ve tried, but why can’t I catch up like the others do?
Am I really that stupid so there’s nothing good I could ever do?

Somehow, nothing’s good has come my way lately
Is it just my imagination, or my luck is running out?
Or maybe I’ve been forgotten

Am I mad because I’ve been looked down by the others, or is it because of something about Naru that made me so sensitive today?

Naru-chan was happily talking to that someone, with a sweet smile and those beautiful eyes shining so lovely
I could only sigh, turn away and feel my heart aching
Nothing I could do about Naru
Naru-chan was laughing with the others, why can’t I laugh with Naru too??
I’m too scared to get close to Naru, too scared that Naru will find out about this feeling
I’m such a coward
And also a loser

Wakatteru yo, ore wa hontou ni baka na hito
Nani mo dekinai

"Fushigi na koto ga aru yo"
Hontou desu ka? Hontou ni aru desu ka?

The only thing I can do now is say these to myself
"WHY DON’T YOU DO YOUR BEST"
"Nandodemo GET UP AND TRY!!"

Thanks to Abe-chan

I know it’s a love that will never get through to you,
but I kept on loving regardless, unable to control myself
I want to hold you in these arms
I’ll never let you go

I thought I could never lose the days I spent with you, like a sweet dream …
but "that’s not me in your eyes now"
I can’t say anything to you, with your head down

I know it’s a love that will never get through to you,
but I kept on loving regardless, unable to contain myself
if we could meet here once more, I’d never let go of you

I’ll never forget that sweet smile of yours
I kept screaming your name until my voice gave out
I’ll never forget you

Desert RoseWhy do you live aloneIf you are sadI'll make you leave this lifeAre you white, blue or bloody redAll I can see is drowning in cold grey sand

The winds of timeYou knock me to the groundI'm dying of thirstI wanna run awayI don't know how to set me free to liveMy mind cries out feeling pain

I've been roaming to find myselfHow long have I been feeling endless hurtFalling down, rain flows into my heartIn the pain I'm waiting for youCan't go backNo place to go back toLife is lost, Flowers fallIf it's all dreamsNow wake me upIf it's all realJust kill me

I'm making the wall inside my heartI don't wanna let my emotions get outIt scares me to look at the worldDon't want to find myself lost in your eyesI tried to drown my past in greyI never wanna feel more painRan away from you without saying any wordsWhat I don't wanna lose is love

Through my eyesTime goes by like tearsMy emotion's losing the color of lifeKill my heartRelease all my painI'm shouting out loudInsanity takes hold over me

 Turning away from the wall Nothing I can see The scream deep inside reflecting another person in my heart He calls me from within "All existence you see before you must be wiped out : Dream, Reality, Memories,        and Yourself"

I begin to lose control of myselfMy lust is so blind, destroys my mindNobody can stop my turning to madnessNo matter how you try to hold me in your heartWhy do you wanna raise these wallsI don't know the meaning of hatredMy brain gets blown away hearing words of liesI only want to hold your love

 Stab the dolls filled with hate Wash yourself with their blood Drive into the raging current of time Swing your murderous weapon into the belly "the earth" Shout and start creating confusion Shed your blood for pleasure And what ? for love ? What am I supposed to do ?

I believe in the madness called "Now"Past and future prison my heartTime is blindBut I wanna trace my loveon the wall of time, over pain in my heartArt of lifeInsane blade stabbing dreamsTry to break all truth nowBut I can't heal this broken heart in painCannot start to live, Cannot end my lifeKeep on crying

Close my eyesTime breathes I can hearAll love and sadness       melt in my heart

Dry my tearsWipe my bloody faceI wanna feel me living my life       outside my walls

 You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so You're painting your heart with your blood You can't say "No" Only turning the wheel of time with a rope around your neck You build a wall of morality and take a breath from between the bricks You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them You're trying to commit suicide You're satisfied with your prologue Now you're painting your first chapter black You are putting the scraps of life together and trying to make an asylum for yourself You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage and You are trying to kill me

I believe in the madness called "Now"Time goes flowing, breaking my heartWanna liveCan't let my heart kill myselfStill I haven't found what I'm looking forArt of lifeI try to stop myselfBut my heart goes to destroy the truthTell me whyI want the meaning of my lifeDo I try to live, Do I try to love        in my dream

I'm breaking the wall inside my heartI just wanna let my emotions get outNobody can stopI'm running to freedomNo matter how you try to hold me in your worldLike a doll carried by the flow of timeI sacrificed the present moment for the futureI was in chains of memory half-blindedLosing my heart, walking in the sea of dreamsClose my eyesRose breathes I can hearAll love and sadness melt in my heartDry my tearsWipe my bloody faceI wanna feel me living my life             outside my mind

Dreams can make me madI can't leave my dreamI can't stop myselfDon't know what I amWhat lies are truth ?What truths are lies ?

I believe in the madness called "Now"Time goes flowing, breaking my heartWanna to liveCan't let my heart kill myselfStill I haven't found what I'm looking forArt of lifeI try to stop myselfBut my heart goes to destroy the truthTell me whyI want the meaning of my lifeDo I try to live, Do I try to love

Art of lifeAn Eternal Bleeding heartYou never wanna breathe your lastWanna liveCan't let my heart kill myselfStill I'm feeling forA Rose is breathing love          in my life

nuts ANIME

How I wish to tell you, how I want to say those words, and wish that they would be heard
Even if those all are only dreams, still I want to hold them tight
I know that there would be an end to this, and it’s not a happy one
But I’ll never let go of that dream, my very simple dream
A dream that could never be true

Though I know that you will never have the same feeling as I do
Though I know that you will never even look at me
But I just want to tell you how I feel, get a closure for my feeling
Stopping these tears, stopping my pain

I always sing the song, my song for you
It may get me no where, but it helps wipe my tears, stop my pain
but sometimes, it also take me back to the pain where it hurts most
Cos’ the song just keeps telling me you’re just a dream, that you’ll never be mine

Someday, this kind of time will be gone, maybe I’ll never get the chance to go back
So I just could wish for this one thing, this one simple little thing
That I could always look at your smile, beautiful smile of yours
And hope that happiness will always befall upon you

Please smile, keep the smile on your face, and I will keep it in my heart
So everytime I close my eyes, there you are with that beautiful smile of yours

Nee, kimi ha doko ka?
Aitai yo.. Hontou ni aitai yo!!!
Kimi ha ima nani miteru ka? Nani shitteru ka? Shirittai yo…

Kokoro kara…
Kimi ni tsutaetai, kimi no egao zutto mitsumetainda
Kimi wo aishiteru, kitto tada hontou no kimi no sugata wo motomete
Kimi to deau tame dake ni umareta nara, kaerareru ka na…

Shitteru ka, boku no hitomi ha kimi wo miteiru yo
Kizukanai ka? Naze kizukanai yo??

De, kimi ha sore ni kizukeru youni dousureba ii darou ka?

Kimi no koto, shiranai no koto, oshiete yo…

Even if I’m invited by someone
I don’t have the urge to go with them
But when I listen closely it sounds like they are having fun

"Where should we go this weekend?"
"A drive to the ocean would be great"
They said so with a gentle smile

Everything is wrong
or is it that I’m not right?
Everyone’s happily talking about love

Love is dead
Sun is dead
Air is dead

Why?
Don’t you see that?
Even though we’re on the verge of losing everything
I’m not inclined to play with my friend

The wrong message is being spread across the world
Ahh, even you don’t understand that

Sky is dead
Sea is dead
Earth is dead

Dear my beautiful one
I can’t do anything for you anymore
The die is cast

Dream is dead
Wish is dead
Fear is dead
Why doesn’t anyone noticed?

(Shine means die in Japanese)